I still can not accept the fact that my mom-in-law has passed away. The reality hit me when I was there to help prepare for the funeral in Hainan. And when I saw with my own eyes her pale remains, as if in a deep peaceful sleep. I was still unable to diffuse the gamut of emotions which currently seem to feel like one big untidy knot in the very pit of my being; ranging from sadness to grief to fear to I do not know what. It is tough to figure this out on my own.
She was a pillar of support to all of us. She has left a big void that is hard to fill. Thank you for all your well wishes, prayers and kind words during this difficult time. Perhaps work would keep Dean and my mind occupied so we do not feel the sadness as much. We are grateful to know that my mom-in-law was loved and cherished.
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